i want to be a kid again.

i only want to worry about not being able to finish my pile of sweets.

i only want to worry about not having enough time to play.

i only want to worry about how i can't kick some ball wearing some dress.

i only want to worry about how the rain might stop me from sitting on the swing.

i only want to worry about the bugs tt might attack me while i sit in the grass.

i only want to worry about when will i get to see a ripe mango falling down from the tree in my yard.

i only want to worry about being scolded for running around bare-footed.

i only want to worry about whether i'll get to eat crabs in the middle of the night.

i only want to worry about how i might miss the chance to jump on the bed.

i only want to worry about sleeping before my kid brother comes home from my aunt's place.

i only want to worry about having fun.

i only want to worry about being happy.


i am addicted to memories. or maybe, i just want to stop worrying.

someone turn me back into a kid.

i dont want to grow older.

not when it indicates that i stop having fun.

not when it brings along unnecessary worries.

not when it becomes a burden.

i don't want to be old enough to think.

i don't want to be old enough to feel.

i don't want to be old enough to worry.


help me.

help me.

please.