i don't know how many of you will actually read this. and honestly, i don't give a shit about whether or not u get offended by this post.

i guess you all (yes, all of you in mjc. or rather, my friends in mjc) realised that hey...we really don't meet up much. of course we don't. OF COURSE. thats cos none of you actually bothered trying to get all of us together. none. and when you wanna meet up, you tell lump or i to go organise something.

who are we? your secretaries? or your servants? why should we bother about the supposed close friendships we have when none of you actually cared enuf to do something? when i say do something, i mean trying to meet up with everyone, not telling us to organise something.

and guess what. at this point in time, i realised that actually, only lump n i are interested in getting all of us to meet up. yeah. it's not about how you can't be bothered to get us to meet up. its about how u can't even be bothered to meet up.

go count on ur hand. a single hand. how many times have u met us?

go think about when you missed us.

i know people move on. i guess you all moved on and decided to just look forward. go ahead. i hope people u meet in the direction u'r gg will care about you just as much as u cared about us. at that time, u might come running back to us and moaning about life. and as usual, we will just listen and hug. and then, as the practice goes, you'll just run off again.

i don't care whether or not it affects you. if this pricks you, im talking to you. and if this pricks you, fuck off.