dont read if u're ultra sensitive to vulgar language.
if u choose to, don't lecture me on it.



you're so fucking stupid. you and your arrogance needs to get a slap so that you can return to earth. your friends dont give a fuck about you when you're in search of a roof for a life time and they won't kill themselves just to feed you. your friends cannot be bothered if you need to live off them for the rest of ur life. your friends prob want you to be as stupid as they are so that they won't feel inferior. or maybe you decided to sink to their level to fit in. if so, then you're really hopeless. your friends won't worry about you constantly, because they cannot be bothered to. your friends make you happy but your friends won't try their best to give you the best life they think you deserve. your friends won't fucking reproach themselves for being unable to make your life comfortable nor feel inferior about themselves. your friends won't be crushed when you stare at them with hatred. your friends won't cry over you. you and your fucking useless bunch of friends should just be exterminated so that maybe, just maybe, there could be a glimpse of joy and the load, burden, worries, frustrations, unhappiness would disappear miraculously. but that won't happen. you won't disappear. your disappearance would be no good. you shld never been born. i hope that went through your mind. cos its going through mine. you fucking loser.

apparently staring at a computer after crying is the best way to kill ur eyes. pui.