i went to sun plaza today. it's at such an ulu corner of singapore. i mean...sembawang? who goes there lar. (apparently some sembawang-ers do. but i bet its only cos they'r lazy to get out of sembawang)

and then i spotted this girl with a bandage on her head. i mean, i honestly thought she could have worn it as an accessory, so i stared. but yah, wrong thing to do.

but anyhow...after tt...we went to a more ulu part of singapore! okay...not more ulu..maybe just as ulu. west coast park is seriously..damn weird lar. its nice, but...the playground is so..eccentric. but its nice. just not a nice place to swing. SIGH

WHY IS IT SO TOUGH TO FIND A NICE SWING?

i think if i die...it means one less burden.

so i won't be sad if i die.

so if u plan on being sad, dun be.
be happy for me.

i honestly hope that my tutor is efficient. okay, change that to slack. maybe she'll just have half the class present tutorial 1,and the other half to present tutorial 2, then i can get to go off early and slp.

of cos, slp after i fret over prop law and company law.

LIFE.

on a side note, kit chan makes all d difference in the forbidden city. allllll d diff. she's darn good!

i think i'm a v blessed person.

extremely blessed.

thank you all.

i decided to post some pics up..cos i took reallllllllly nice pics all of a sudden. hahahahah...

i saw this...........gorgeous vintage car in school. so...yeah, altho i had to walk down the slope n attempt to not end up rolling down, im quite happy that i chanced upon this superrrr pretty car. and the nx time i see this car, its gonna be mine. im gonna tow it away. then embark on a license-learning journey. n drive the car around before i get jailed.

ooooh. and this is some.......redbean strawberry doraemon cake thingy frm sun n moon. hc n lin ordered. not my cup of tea tho. or rather, not my type of dessert. i no lk cream! but it still looked gooooooood. n actually, i wanted to eat the doraemon cake part..but...i had my cheesecake....which is :

thereee! my tofu cheesecake! in a birdcage! wad an irony. i dun hate this thing tts in the birdcage. i dun lk those living things in birdcages tho. anyhow....its good. altho tofu cheesecake sounds gross, but its goooood. but its a bit too expensive. $5 for this tiny thing. but its goooood! life. hahahahaha... good at moments.

im not okay.

but its okay.

sometimes, i think my life would be much better if i just kill you.

maybe not much better. but it'll be much easier.

i honestly think that modern marriage vows should be amended. instead of staying together despite pain, suffering, poverty and age...it should be staying together during times of infidelity, betrayal, turmoil and despair.

maybe i shouldn't paint such a bleak picture. but my bad. i once argued with someone over the existence of true love. the argument had no ending, simply because we started on different grounds. her idea of true love is any moment when 2 ppl treat each other whole-heartedly or giving without expecting any in return. so, she argues that true love exists.

i think that true love should last. that, is one impt characteristic of true love. and just because of this simple characteristic, i conclude that true love does not exist. life.

anyhow, on a random note, i learnt that i shld nv dump msg together with my maggi else i'll die young. i should dump d msg AFTER i cook my maggi. point taken.

how do u salvage a fading friendship?

i was so excited about the dinner function. i wanted to blog abt it. but my lappy killed my enthusiasm. i think it's dying slowly. and i hate the freaking lappy. but i dun want it to die. not yet... i can't let it die now.... stupid. things shld just go my way once in a while.

sometimes, i feel like the world's silliest lil girl.

cept tt i know im not some lil girl.

i nearly lost my mind.

luckily 2 kind souls managed to save it.

my blessings.

i thank God for them.

i feel both drained and isolated.

i saw someone jaywalking...who stopped in d middle of d road. i jaywalked w her..n continued walking even tho there were buses driving out.

i don't know how random this seem to u..but i concluded tt if i wanna jaywalk, i shld just jaywalk all d way, and not stop in d middle of nowhere n hope tt the green man comes around.

i said i'll move on.
i guess this tells me tt i shld n stop hoping.

afterall, the ads at bus stops said ppl can't live on a diet of hope.

or maybe, im just too hungry n too tired to be a rational being.

i hate blogging. and so my blogs are short n sweet. even tho each entry is fraught with negative chi and intense dislike for the medium of blogging.

and from now on...

u'll be known as

kachink!

i feel incredibly stupid.

so i shall start clamming up.

maybe, that will stop me from feeling lk a retard.

well, at least it's assuring that i'm d only one who knows im dumb.

and my whole world came crashing down.

wait for me.

i'll join u in perth!

i don't know how many of you will actually read this. and honestly, i don't give a shit about whether or not u get offended by this post.

i guess you all (yes, all of you in mjc. or rather, my friends in mjc) realised that hey...we really don't meet up much. of course we don't. OF COURSE. thats cos none of you actually bothered trying to get all of us together. none. and when you wanna meet up, you tell lump or i to go organise something.

who are we? your secretaries? or your servants? why should we bother about the supposed close friendships we have when none of you actually cared enuf to do something? when i say do something, i mean trying to meet up with everyone, not telling us to organise something.

and guess what. at this point in time, i realised that actually, only lump n i are interested in getting all of us to meet up. yeah. it's not about how you can't be bothered to get us to meet up. its about how u can't even be bothered to meet up.

go count on ur hand. a single hand. how many times have u met us?

go think about when you missed us.

i know people move on. i guess you all moved on and decided to just look forward. go ahead. i hope people u meet in the direction u'r gg will care about you just as much as u cared about us. at that time, u might come running back to us and moaning about life. and as usual, we will just listen and hug. and then, as the practice goes, you'll just run off again.

i don't care whether or not it affects you. if this pricks you, im talking to you. and if this pricks you, fuck off.

jing = fatty bom bom says:
its really sweet.

Admiral kRack - i think i'm going blind, but then again, maybe i never saw clearly with the vision i was blessed with says:
the ice cream?

jing = fatty bom bom says:
no

jing = fatty bom bom says:
u.

roy is so sweet! yay! i've such a great friend! yayyyy!