love.

"you don't know cos you are not in love".

well, so i guess not being in love doesn't let me understand you. understand why spending all available time together is that important. understand why all waking moments must be spent knowing where the other is. understand why there is a need to live each other's lives and forfeit everything else.

love is exclusive?

well, excuse me, but i love my friends too. in your opinion, my love for my friends may not be superior or even on par with ur love (eros). but let's wait and see. let's see whose love lasts longer.

i do not think your love (eros) is more important than my love. and i do not think that your love (eros) is worth the distance. i personally, do not take distance well. because distance ends up with people being distant. and when distance and distant set in, i move on. i may turn around, occassionally. but only to remind myself that all im doing is to respect your/your whoever's choice, and to respect myself.

please do not expect me to hang around until you get bored of each other and need some random soul to cheer you up before you run to me. because by then, i might already be missing in your life. and the moment im missing in your life, you might see me smile. but that smile is not of reassurance. that smile is to tell you that im surviving well without being in love. and to tell you that im happy. and that you shld not run to me, because all i'll do is smile. i won't cry for you. i swear i wont.

yes i am detached.
and detached i will be.

i am not angry.
i am actually amused.

may your exclusive love conquer all in your path.
pardon my inadequacy.