i hate it when everyone says "yay okay. lets do it!" then suddenly go "oh sorry. im not free."

i am not talking abt anyone in particular.

i am obviously guilty of it too.

i need new friends.

my dad is stupid. period.

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

What Donut Are You?

this is soooo apt.

so d day i decide to read the newspapers is the day i think the singapore rallies is stupid.

honestly, i don't think insulting someone's place is a very smart tactic to use. "aljunied will become a dismal place like hougang."

well, smart. i know eric low thinks he can save us and let us cease being dismal. and probably the rest of the PAP think that hougang cannot be saved anyhow. (well, this is wad i get frm george yeo's statement)

but im happy being dismal.

in fact, i think it's only cos hougang is dismal..that is y bukit timah looks so glam. cos we've no money since money is used by the state for something else. perhaps filling holes in the road.

and yes. dominant PAP is our key to success. kiss my ass.

dear kershyaaaa found icons that scream my name:

I MISS YOU, KERSHYA WONG.

COME HOME NOW.

daniel ch. says:

shit im not typing whta im thinking

jing says:

no its okay.

jing says:

im surprised u think to begin with.

daniel ch. says:

thanks, i wish the fishes ate you instead

jing says:

eeyrs!

jing says:

u evil guy!

this is such a vicious world! it's so brutal! imagine the friend u whined to abt the fishys telling you that he wished the fishys ate u instead! and he knows how painful the entire episode is for me! good job, dan.

anyway..let me dedicate this post to u.
you look shy and reserved and nice.
but u turn out otherwise. you hide behind your shyness. (By the way, this term is only used exclusively, by us, on you.)
you say the weirdest stuff. or say acceptable things..in the weirdest way possible.
and you'r evil. dun tell me u'r evil to evil ppl, n nice to nice ppl. nice ppl stay nice throughout, no matter who they are talking to!
but u'r still my fren. cos u make me laugh. hahaha.

okay..due to duress, i'm here to add in more facts abt mr chan.
he's actually quite nice. after i whined abt the fishys, and he had to go offline to get his internet connection fixed. when he came back online, he actually asked if i was still sad. soo nice.

and he'll help you carry things.
when he's feeling nice.

oh, and he'll praise you!
only to shoot u down later!

he also smiles a lot and gets along well with everyone. he does.
really!

so..are u happy with this, daniel?

IM SO SAD.

the fighting fish tog with the other fishys died. the only reason why i feed them carefully..is cos i want the fighting fish to eat! BUT HES DEAD! :((((((((

and........he was eaten! :(((((((((((((

my mom said its cos i didn't feed enuf. and the starving fishys went to eat his dead body. (bloody greedy asses. how can they eat another fish! im not gg to feed them anymore!) :((((((((((((((((((((((

maybe..the fighting fish died cos he was starving since the other fishys bullied him. and i didn't feed enuf, so he couldn't eat. and then he cldn't fight for himself! he couldn't defend himself! and he had to die with only half a body! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i was reading lump's blog. then i realised tt i actually had 2 things on my mind to blog. so here they are:

1.
dear huay ching...wanted to prove how nice she was. so she said she'll be nice and stop bitching abt T if she graduates this year.
hooow nice! cept for the fact tt she won't graduate from law this year. she can only move on and get into yr 2.
hooooow nice.

2.
my dearest lump.......wanted to cross the road. and i told her that its raining. and she walked onto the walkway of bugis junction in order to see if it was really raining!
nothing is wrong with this, really. it makes perfect sense for anyone to do that. to walk into the rain and see if it's still raining.
however, the icing on this cake is that she walked into the walkway WITH SHELTER to see if it was raining.
i am so sure that the shelter had holes to let her check if it was raining. i ammmm soo sure. da chang jing destroys brains lar. gosh.

i think that t.t. durai deserves sympathy. look at how stressed he looks now. he probably doesn't slp anymore. i know he earned too much money, and that he probably deserves it. but honestly, look at the number of lawsuits he's slapped with. not as if it's not bad enough for him to lose his job, he's slapped with lawsuits from some govt team, then he's currently sued by the old nkf employees. and im pretty sure, he's gonna be issued letters from the new nkf too.

even if you want to punish someone, there is a limit. is it fair for people to slap him with so many lawsuits, after destroying his source of income? does he really need to handle so many lawsuits? or are people just trying to get a bit of what he had?(i meant money. not that 5 mins fame crap.) it doesn't make sense, does it? think from his point of view. think from his family's point of view. is there really a need for us to take back what he took from us?

money, can be earned back. if you're talking abt breach of trust, i highly doubt there will be trust after he's broke. and i don't think there was a breach of trust on his part. so wad if nkf was flourishing and had many people donating for it? it's not as if people took guns n pointed at ur temple n told u to donate. you probably donated thinking that it's good karma. well, if what you really wanted to do was to help people, and you tried, does it matter that someone took that money at the end of the chain? why are we judging him when in the end, he will be judged? who are we to kick him around and stomp on him after he fell?

maybe the old nkf management board should be sued, and not just durai alone, since they probably participated in all his deeds. maybe the entire singapore should get sued, for being so retarded, and earning money for t.t. durai. maybe, we'll all realise that law is not created to solve disputes and create harmony amongst people. bur rather, law, is just another reason for us to fighting and hate everyone else.

imagine..stepping out frm a legal theory paper knowing that u've modified many many theories. and in fact..u modified the theories..till u lost track of what u submitted. then realising that sentences following each other actually contradict. and that u prob spent too much time stoning and trying to make sense out of what you'r writing.

but. life isn't bad. legal theory is over. and i am amused by my paper. i will not fail. i will pass. just not a beautiful pass. then again, all my passes were never beautiful to begin with lar. hahahahahaha...LIFE. this is called false optimism. and i will not commit suicide, sammi. i am strong!

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH KWAN SANG WOO. OMGGGGG.

i knew i shouldn't have watched that sad love story show. i knew it! now im bloody hell addicted. ......

HE'S SO CUTE. so wad if he's 30 n 10 yrs older. love transcends age gaps!

the library's turning into a scandalous place.

i think couples should not come here for dates. i mean..no matter how much the guy wants to show how sweet he is, by offering the girl his jacket and making her feel warm (in and out), there is no need to go to a lib.

get a freaking life lar. go to the airport or something and start fantasising about gg overseas together and leave kids alone.

let kids study.

let kids learn.

don't come here and aim to the object of gossip.

right now...i want a slave damn badly. he only has a few things to do really.

1. he should carry my laptop around for me. and the contents of my bag when it's really heavy. my bag should be carried by me.

2. send me around when i'm really really tired.

3. shower me with tubs of rum n raisin.

4. and tau huey, when i want it.

see. such simple wants.

Lord, give me a robot. Please. Amen.

actually, i think this blog is pretty useless. well, unless you include how i entertain ppl via this blog. i don't talk abt how i feel most of the times. it's cos

1. i just can't pinpoint each emotion i feel and describe it accurately.

2. i cannot give a good reason to account for the emotion.

3. i do not happen to like to let every single person who chances upon my blog, or blog hops, or links alllllll around to know my vulnerability.

so to all, who think that my blog is bullshit, well it'll stay that way.
to all who want to konw wads up in my life...try harder.
to all who just can't be bothered, don't be. no one needs u to be.

i'm sad again. cos of wad my fren told me. i'm worried for him. i'm really worried. and this worry for him reminds me of a conversation i had one night.
i was told by another friend, that i need more PR skills.
he told me that i shld learn to listen, and discard and not carry it as a burden.
well. it sounds reasonable.
it does. but it doesn't go with my character.
if i listen, i wanna help.
there is no point in me listening and not helping.
why should i do that.
why should i be so detached?
i dun want to be that detached.
life shouldn't be about getting on with my life, and pretending to be a listening ear to friends.
i guess it's a different way of living.
and if i chose to live mine like him, i can just club my life away and be fucked-up.
but nah. i'm satisfied with my life, albeit it being a bit sad.

to all the lil kids who think u'r frenless. u aren't. im ur fren. hear tt?

i'm currently playing some intelligence game thingy online. so basically, it goes lk:

7 D in a W = 7 days in a week

39 B in the O T = 39 books in the old testament

and i decided to turn to ms isabel lucky ong aka izzy for some help. i mean..she's d nx thing best to a thesarus. and angie was offline watching chicago. HAHAHAHA. but anyhow...let's look at izzy's intelligence level.

9 P in S A = 9 peas in someone's arse.

12 S of the Z = 12 snoozes of the Zzz's monster!

i take my word back about her being the nx best thing to a thesarus when angie's offline. she's officially back to being a dog who has an annual bath. to everyone : my love extends to a smelly fat dog. im such a nice person! i should get a certificate or something!

time's up.

wake up.

wake up

to anyone who cares..

im sad.

cheer me up.

to the world at large:

be proud of me. i'm in d sch lib studying. so wad if i haven't done much today. the point is..i actually trooped to clementi and attempted to study. haaa!

somehow. thinking abt legal theory isn't really gg to solve many many questions in my life. but its okay. at least i feel lk some hardworking smartie. not the chocolate, but someone with a wee bit of intelligence.

roll over and die, you inferior losers whose incompetence can only be matched by your lack of common sense.