the other top i got today. i think this is extremely nice. apple was saying if i'm not getting it, she'd get it. haha..nice! look at the lil buttons at the side. i think those lil buttons made it nice. ohhhh! and there's a huge hole at the back, but wadever. and and, i think it goes with my orange mango skirt. once i get it, i'll post the pic too..aft the sales. my orange mango skirt will be back on d shelves aft the sale. YAY!

ahhh..i got this top today frm mango. went with apple. hahahahaha...it's $19. imagine how happy i was. ahhh..nice nice..n it has rabbits on it. dun ask me why. i've no idea. it's just nice.

okay..this top isn't supposed to be so out of shape..but in order for me to hide the creases since the moment i came home, i just threw it arnd in my room, i stretched it too much while taking d pic..so it looks..a tad too round. oh anyway, i got this top for 70% off. beat tt.

then i got this bag! nice? haha..its so nice. i was contemplating whether or not i shld buy..then yeah..why shldn't i? so its with me now. ha!

ahh..the brown skirt i got in place of d orange skirt cox i couldn't see the orange skirt anywhere.

okay..the bright bright orange top i got frm mango..so it doesn't really look good there, but hey, its a nice top!

see! my mango skirt! isn't it nice?

for all those who didn't know tt there's a mango sale, it's on now. for 3 days. so i trooped down today, since it's d 1st day and i wanna get my mango skirt. boy. was it scary. i was trampled on in all 3 shops i went to. goodness. n i didn't find my orange mango skirt. damn it. it's not on sale i think. well, anyhow, i bought lk..a top, a skirt and a bag. and it was $108. then i went by fcuk. and there was a 90% off. so i went in, took a top, and got it for 70% off. wad a nice day. then i saw someone wearing my orange mango skirt. then my day was ruined. i want my mango skirt. ugh. anyway, i decided to withdraw frm d camp. it's $60, n i dun really happen to be in d mood to camp anyway. i'd rather go shop in town. hahahahahaha...

actually, i was quite lazy, and all i wanted to do abt today's interesting entry is to just go "go to beat's blog n read it!" then i'm gg to add d link and all..but..i'm in d mood to make some noise. tt's my forte,isn't it! haha..so here goes:

it's been a long long time since something interesting happened in my life. no, shopping and spending money isn't all tt interesting compared to wad happened today. my life was in danger! i could have been barbequed, roasted, cooked..but all i was..was smoked. and this happens when i was watching, in my opinion, one of the most boring show (i mean, yeah..it wasn't all tt boring afterall, and the stars looked REALLY GOOD. darn), which was mr n mrs smith! so..the show was going on..and i hate to say this, but i sound as if i was the only one in the ENTIRE cinema who was laughing. tt means tt i either laugh v loudly, or the rest don't laugh. well, except for this other guy whose comments were damn loud. but..yeah, who cares abt him. i digress. well, all of a sudden, 3 red lights started flashing out of nowhere. and i was quite irritated. beat was as well. and since at tt moment when the lights flashed ON US, the screen shown was how brad pitt n angelina jolie were trying to shoot each other with guns, so i thought tt the red lights were erm, part of the movie. haha..yeah. i know i'm dumb. don't snigger. at least i had beat for company in thinking tt. haha. well, then we started looking arnd and er, yeah. those were lights. just our luck. then the lights stopped flashing. and an woman came in, when the screen just went blank. lk..WTH! i paid $7 and i'm chased out?

well, a fire broke out in ps. cool eh! so, we went out (i was complaining abt how i missed d movie n was going "ehh..wad abt the movie?". apparently someone else said d same thing too..hah) and it was so smoky! i was trying to spot some flames, but i couldn't see them. well, it was smoky, and one escalator was closed, so EVERYONE was trying to squeeze down d nx escalator. man, imagine the crowd. so we decided to be smart and use the stairs. then it hit us tt we were on d 7th floor..and we realised tt we aint tt smart afterall. haha..then there was a floor with cracked windows. imagine how freaked out we were. and it didn't help that there was this couple in front of us who were walking so slowly. no, it's not tt they weren't afraid. it was cox the girl was in heels and couldn't walk properly so the guy had to hold her hands in case she faints, falls or ends up looking plain stupid. oh. did i mention tt there was a huge crowd behind them? n just cox the girl was frail and oh-so-fragile, everyone had to walk slowly too. so i decided to overtake them. i mean, i was in heels, and i could have fainted too cox of my asthma , and i had beat's hands to hold, but..wadever. so we walked down, and voila, the entire world was out there. gv informed us so late. if it was a huge fire, i'd really be some roasted pig.

well, anyway, this was darn cool k. i was part of the moment. if only i snapped a pic of it. if only i screamed a little with beat when we came out. if only i fainted and needed help. if only i stayed longer there after escaping. then i'd be on d news. and i'd have my one day of fame. ahhhh...all the things i'd do for fame. hahahaha...

i slept at 3 plus last night. or is it this morning. but i woke at 12. simply because some malay woman was screeching and shrieking to some karaoke tune at tt time for a malay wedding. n i slpt at 3 pm just now cox i was really tired..n at 4..she decided to shriek again. it's so irritating. so so irritating. i can't even stand ppl shrieking. let alone shrieking into a mike tt just amplifies the NOISE by probably a million times. n it obviously doesn't help tt she only shrieks into some stupid technology piece that increases the irritating factor when i'm sleeping. then for both times, i wake up, groan, shout and get up. then she shuts up, and pass the mike over. maybe she's just trying to stop me frm sleeping so tt i can sleep early tonight. or maybe she's jst a bloody moron who can't sing but tries to and i'm just unlucky enuf to fall aslp at tt time. oh man. unlucky me. i shld just trudge out of my hse and go down n find her n congratulate her on the impact of her singing. irritating. but impactful, no doubt. ugh. stupid.

don't be mistaken. i'm not agst malay weddings. no. i like the beating drums thingy. i mean..i can't spell it, so i won't risk looking like an idiot who can't spell. and in my...18 yrs plus..i've NEVER EVER heard ppl shrieking durin a malay wedding. no. probably cox those ppl had enuf sense not to let noise pollutants enter their wedding and destroy it and risk the wrath of the neighbours. come on. i didn't even hear such screeching during the malay trans wedding. goodness. u probably realise tt the only words i use to describe tt noise is screeching and shrieking. maybe my vocab's tt limited. and maybe, tt's all there is to her voice. bloody chicken.

okay..i just read a blog..haha..cox the link was given by jiehui. n of cux..most blogs have tags..n so i saw some tags at the blog laughing at the grp of girls who started it as being desperate and having nothing better to do. i hate to admit it. but they r. the prestige and reputation were just destroyed by them. well done. i never realised tt it was actually possible. but it is. for a grp of girls to make things turn for the worse. the very worst. well, let's just say i gladly drop all relations with and responsibilites for them. then d song "drop it like it's hot" comes in. yeah. drop it like it's hot. it's really hot. hot with shame and embarrassment. i'm feeling so sad for them. but what to do? they deserve it. they won't do well in their studies. n i hope they won't.

okay. im still quite undecided as to whether or not i shld go for law camp. it costs $50. and if i dun lk it, i can, according to lump, escape from camp. but tt means i've forfeited my $50. (fine. i sound so stingy now) BUT!! i can just use tt $50 to buy my nice mango skirt! see! my nice nice mango skirt! ughhhhhh...decisions decisions. they kill me. literally.

okay peeps..i just registered for law camp..! those who wanna find some lawyer husband..tell me k..then i'll try to find one tt suits u then intro..hahahah..aint i sweet?

my initial post was supposed to be abt how a break-up ruined someone. then, after chatting for a while, i think the main thing God wanted me to see, is how a family operates. almost every family works in d same way, i guess. at a certain age (lk er..secondary sch yrs), some kids will go ballistic. their bad attitudes, angst and perpetually grouchy looks are a result of their constant claims of 1. not being understood 2. stressed 3. loneliness..which means..its a result of hormonal changes. then their parents will end up pissing them off every single day. the dad will get pissed off too and start complaining to the mom. then the mom will still strive on, trying to talk to the kid, only to end up injured once and again. and who knows what the kid is thinking abt the mom. stupid? naggy? and yet, the mom keeps moving on. of cux, the kid will probably be crying while hiding in their rooms or smothering themselves with their pillows. oh well. luckily some kids have sibs who try to help them bridge the gap btw them and their parents. some kids don't. i hope those kids manage to think for themselves. tho most can't. ahhhh...some kids are really blessed..

i just read the papers, and there was this article that caught my attention. it's abt how the british schools will not be grouping their students according to age anymore, but will group them according to their abilities. this is done so, because they feel that this will allow the brighter students to soar, and weaker students to be able to keep up. the only flaw in this plan is that this is plain discrimination. students who have to repeat the course many many times might actually be ashamed of themselves. why destroy their pride? why destroy their confidence? why destroy them just to get results? groupin them according to ability would mean tt some will get retained. and the retainees? what do they do? study hard? smile cox they'r given a second chance? what abt them feeling useless, worthless and lonely? isn't this harsh and cruel? they might not want to study anymore, cox..they might see themselves as not being good enuf. the ideal aim of getting better results (smarter students get smarter, weaker students catching up) is often marred by factual happenings. no one lks to be left behind. no one lks to be pointed out as weaker. no one lks to be alone. how can they destroy ppl just to improve the institution or the country? ridiculous. oh..did i mention that this is the singapore's education system? yeah. no one better read this and send to some minister or wadever n get me jailed.

i think i just pissed someone off. because i said no. i feel bad, i do. but i actually do feel good as well. such an irony, isn't it? i feel as if i'm finally living for myself. i know, this is trivial n stuff, but hey, i'm not making decisions based on how others feel, but what i think. that's a 1st. maybe some ppl think that i've always been doing so. that i've always been that much of a bitch, doing what I want not NEVER what others want. let me correct that. every decision i make, i consider many things. haha..yeah. i do. oh well. i feel good! tho lump n i decided to sleep off our gym date. it's okay, lump! there'r lots of opportunities! ahhh..the exhilaration of living for yourself. feels darn good.

okay. just gotta say this. i bought 4 new pairs of shoes within a week. haha..yeah!
and i've to let you know that it is damn painful to brush ur teeth when you have ulcer. okay..so i think its painful to brush my teeth when i've ulcer. i wince everytime i brush them. poor me. ugh. painful painful. extremely painful.

i'm happy. i'm v happy. cox my fren decided to sms me. i miss her so much. i really do. i miss you, kershia. i hope you see this. and i mean it.

yeah..then i went back to my old blog to check out the tagboard. hahahah...so i'm linking diana and laureen. but 1st, i've to figure out how to. and then, because dearest izzy decided to name the links "izzy's insights" "lump's laments" and "fun's furore", i've to think up of more words for diana's (blank) and laureen's (blank). yeah..well, to laureen, "laureen's life" isn't a shoddy decision k. i had to think thru carefully and discussed with lionel, before we decided tt life is short and sweet. cox blogs consists of laments, insights, complaints and all, but a blog is abt ur life. so..short, sweet and straight to the point! so i think i spent abt half an hr, trying to find a nice word for both laur n monkey. hey monkey/diana..u know who u r? maybe i shld change the link to "monkey's madness". okay..shall do tt. hahaha...anyway, urs was supposed to be "diana's deplore".

i wanted to type an entry on some topic..but i forgot..so..well..yeah..oh and lump, i dunno if i shld thank you for eating and shopping compulsively. cox it's not really a good thing. throw in more half-hearted promises to visit the gym weekly (which ALWAYS, i dunno why, get broken) then we get our life together. totally decadent. totally.

okay..i just accepted law..ugh! i'm so scared. the moment tt defines my future has just passed. ugh!

when reading blogs, i realise tt i only read short entries and long entries with large fonts. long entries with tiny fonts are always either totally missed or read vaguely. this is probably cause those entries don't really interest me. i mean, imagine reading this long paragraph tt spans the entire page with the author whining abt every single part of her draggy day and not leaving out a single detail. you might find it interesting if you are 1. her stalker, 2. herself, 3. extremely bored and in need of reading lousy things tt don't matter to you.

either that, or i'm just unwilling to read the blog properly, cos i don't want to slow down and grab every single detail tt is meted out. if it's the latter, and sometimes, i suspect it is, then i'm in trouble. haha. well, at least that's my opinion. that means i'm moving too fast. and it isn't good to move too fast, even if this society speeds past you. the politics that are changing hands so quickly. imagine, one day, china's angry at japan for snubbing them. the nx day, japan's being snubbed by them. maybe that's y lump's dentist (elliot) told her that her lawyer friends all ended up opening sandwich bars. the world is just changing too fast.

it's so difficult to keep up. it's so difficult to just stick to your present skills and be satisfied. maybe that is why ppl are always moving on frantically. moving on in order to find a new set of skills, new knowledge and new information that will help them now or in the future. no looking back to reflect, only forward to create. maybe that is why i'm speeding now. because i don't want to be left behind. if you were a little girl, would you rather be walking behind your parents in a mall and fear being left alone, or be the one stomping arnd in front of them to make sure that they'r always behind you and are with you? it's not abt winning others, it's more like fearing to be eliminated. maybe that was why the lawyers went to open sandwich bars. cos if they remained, they know that one day, they might be rendered useless. so, might as well ditch them before they ditch you, right? the speed in life cuts you from everyone, doesn't it? i mean, speed's even stopping me from reading abt a long day in someone's life, let alone hearing it from them. if i don't even want to read, and it can be done in 5 mins, how could i ever EVER sit down and listen?

read this book which lump lent me, i forgot the title already, but it spoke about how some people HAVE to move fast. which means, they have to fill their lives with activities to make them feel wanted, and important. they would rather not sleep and clog their days with every single job that is available just to prove that they're not obsolete. and then, they neglect their family and friends. and they forget abt the love that is present. they forget to love, and to recieve love. they forget one important message from the Bible. which is to love. they forget to live in Jesus' name. that is why i'm trying so hard not to be busy, or act lk i'm busy. i'm trying to get to my friends again. i miss them.

by the way, i concluded that next time, i don't want people reading my entries, i'll make my entries long with super tiny font. just like the one i just typed.